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I honestly have no idea what I’m doing. I don’t want to drive my friends away by telling them my problems but they just get mad because I never open up. I can’t. I’ve held it in for so long. Feeling like my insides were ripping out and screaming into my pillow at night. I grind my teeth to stop the truth from spilling out and I clench my fists so tight that my fingers dig into my palms but that the only thing thats keeping me from bursting into tears. I’ve always tried to be perfect. But perfect girls don’t have these problems. You’d see me as broken if you knew what I was going through. But I can’t hold it in any longer. My sadness is bursting out of the seams of the place that I’ve tried to hide it for all if these years. I used to be too afraid of telling anyone anything but I’m so done that I just don’t care anymore. What ever happens. I. DONT. CARE. The only way that my words will be heard is if I’m dead.
I think I just made the biggest mistake of my life. I told my friend that this is my tumblr account. I’m scared. Don’t freak out, don’t hate me Jess.
My family hates me
My friends hate me
I have nothing to live for, do I?
I can’t do this. I can’t eat. I’m done. I feel so worthless. I am so worthless. I should just kill myself. That would make everything better.